Perhaps not, but I guess I was being hypothetical to make a point... I suppose if it's not true, then it might not have been the best argument to use...
Anywhos.

Maybe I AM rationalizing. And if so, maybe it's due to the fact that I may have slipped up yesterday afternoon... and after being SI-free since february. Darn it.
Ah well. I've been kinda standoff-ish since it happened. I'm sure this isn't completely true deep down, but I don't feel like I care much about it right now. I'm just, eh.

I actually did something new, apart from the usual cutting. This time, I heated up a metal spoon with my lighter and burned myself with said spoon. Meh.

I think I'm just really tired right now. Idk.