My feelings would make sense if something tramatic had happened to me, but it hasn't. It's a very natural reaction in those kinds of circumstances. There is no logical reason why it is happening to me. That's what is driving me crazy. It hits me completely out of the blue with no warning at all.

But I'm glad you're not having that feeling as often as you used to. Hopefully, one day you'll completely stop having it....and so will I.