I have huge trust issues. With friends, boyfriends, teachers, authority figures, and (especially right now) my T. With my T, since that's a place where trust is needed in order for it to help, my alters are constantly self-sabotaging. They take every little thing my T could be potentially doing wrong (which right now is kinda a lot of things...) and use it to destroy any trust I have built up towards her. One of my alters has mistrust/dislike of authority figures like hardwired into her persona/psyche. Needless to say this makes therapy (and other things) very hard. We haven't been in a relationship with a man for about a year and a half because of it...but we don't mind .