I just called her. I didn't expect she would answer (usually it's just a voice message) (and it's a Saturday). But she picked up the phone. She said she wasn't trying to make me go away. She said it was a lovely day, and I should get outside, she said I seem to do better when I get out of my apartment. (She wasn't trying to make me go away from her, is what she meant.)

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? !?!?!?!?!?!?!???!?!?!?!?!?