(((Sanityseeker)))- I just read this thread today. I didn't know you were here............isn't it awful? It's nothing like NYC---you don't know who you are talking to, what they are carrying, wow, you even intervened? Very Brave!!! Been here 4 years, and I am a complete wreck.

They keep trying to get me to go to Doctors down by the strip---but I refuse to drive there.

Aren't the Casinos Horrid?--I am stuck here, and trying so hard to get away...
Land of Debauchery--boos, sex, gambling (oh, yes, I understand that feeling too!!!),
all the noise, and strange people--------------

It's a very surreal place--I hated it the first day I got out here---I miss the breezes from the ocean and the fresh air from home--All the air here is fake; like the people.

Alas, I sold my house in Queens, where I had wonderful gardens I grew from seed--
Fresh produce, herbs for teas, and the quiet of suburban New York.

I have gotten so I don't care much for anything that is happening in this country.
I have an ex- sister-in law up in Ottawa; I should try to get out of here and go up there...........

I think I'd just be okay back in New York--out on Long Island.

I understand things there- the people, the old architecture, all the culture is just a train ride away; and the medical is all there for the taking-----

Wow- I wish I'd have read this sooner, we could have met!!!

God did not intend Man to live in a place where the ground yields no food, and the water is not fit for drinking...........I'm happy for you that you got home.--Theo