(((ToastwithButter))) - I hear you're very overwhelmed but remember it won't always be this way. Put all your pressures on the back burner for now and just take care of yourself. Don't let your anger and frustration damage you. Are these thoughts or do you feel in danger this moment?

My motto in life is: "never make important decisions when you're upset". You don't have to solve all your problems. Be patient with yourself and wait for this difficult stage to pass. Here's a compassionate website for you to look at and don't hesitate to call someone or go to the ER if you're in danger.

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/