Hi HallieBeth! I'm really glad to hear that you aren't having any desire to SI. I wouldn't be too freaked out by your thought. It may just be one of those things that your brain used to work hard to remember, and hasn't quite forgotten yet. Like calling your math teacher by the name of a teacher you had last year. Make sense? The important thing is that you still have no desire to act on the thought. Just remind yourself of that, and feel glad that you no longer need to worry about hiding glass for yourself! Thank you for sharing this.