i am sorry to hear about your troubles. I support you, and you do deserve to be paid for all your work. I know it can be hard to stand up for yourself, but you do deserve it. It's not fair of your employer to do that to you. I am so glad your counselor has been there for you in your disovery of your DID and meeting your alters. That is so important! I want you to know that i hear your fears. I can't imagine how hard your life has been, but i am glad you are here. I am glad i have met you, and i do care. I believe your counselor really cares about you. Not everyone will stay in your life forever, but some people will stay around, and those are great people. I stand by my partner no matter what, and i always will. Her therapist she has now has been with her for 8 years or so now. There is still work they can do together, but i think it has been a good relationship for them both. I don't know what else to say right now, but i am here for you too if you need me. I believe in you. I believe things can get better, and i support you. Take care. Be well. Let me know if there is anything i can do to help... even if it's just sending some positive energy when you need it most.