It's been brought to my attention that I've been a bit lax in acknowledging/replying to the supportive posts on my PC account page recently. I'm posting this in the depression forum because that's where I spend most of my time and have consequently met most of my PC friends, but this goes for everyone. I wanted to apologize to everyone who has posted on my page recently for failing to reply. There are a handful of PCers in particular who are consistently supportive of me and post that support to my page quite frequently who I have rudely not replied to, and I want to ask your forgiveness. Although these are no excuse for my lack of communication, I wanted to explain that I don't purposely ignore anyone. First of all, for some reason, my internet/computer doesn't seem to like my profile page, so I can only access it about 50% of the time, plus it takes forever to load and I don't generally have the patience to wait for it, so I just don't check it very often. The second reason is a human failing, and less forgiveable: I'm really bad at keeping up correspondences, and that goes for here, facebook, email, text messaging, phone calls, just about everything. I tend to read things, but find that it takes me a very long to get up the energy or general "oomph" to reply, even though I want to, so I will leave a lot of my messages for a while and then forget to come back to them. It's TERRIBLY disorganized of me and not something I'm proud of. This is a failing on my part as well as a symptom of my depression that I'm working very hard to correct, as I am easily overwhelmed by this sort of thing. Sometimes I don't realize I've let things like that go and having it brought to my attention recently was a real wake-up call.

I do see your posts to my page and I GREATLY appreciate them. My PC friends have been a HUGE support to me since the day I signed on, and I do not take that support lightly. I want to thank you all for the support that I've received; you have literally saved my life. I do not know where I'd be without you; you are the only light I have sometimes and I never meant to hurt anyone's feelings or intentionally ignore anyone's support. I should take the time to acknowledge the people who post to my page more often and that is a failing on my part that I will work hard to rectify. I ask the forgiveness of anyone who I have offended or made to feel ignored. It was not my intention at all.

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