I'm sorry about not having replied to your posts until now...

There have been a few brighter moments over the last weeks... but mostly the opposite I'm afraid. Our son is hurting and struggling in so many ways and I miss having him here with us.
He's seen a psychologist 3 times now and he seem to like her... so that's a good thing.
At least he's been able to come home at 3 occasions now... 3 ½ hours, 4 hours and almost 2 hours... that's all since he moved 2 ½ months ago. He's supposed to come home and stay over night every other weekend or every third... but he's been in too much distress. We're planning for him to sleep over here at home June 12... after being to a Mark Knopfler concert together with hubby. They are both looking forward to this BIG TIME! So hopefully he'll be so happy and in a good frame of mind that staying home over night will work out fine. Our daughter will not be home though... it would just be too much at the time.

Our daughter has been to visit her brother once. She misses him a lot.

I feel worthless, pathetic and weak... Just can't shake it. I'm still the one he turns to and I'm not there with him... It hurts.

/SW