((((hunny))))

Thank you for posting and please take care of you. We hear you and we are here for you. We care and somehow we understand so much of what you said. The pain of healing is so real and almost at times as though we are walking right back there and the fact is in a way we are for we were really not there and present as ourselves. For this we are blessed as it was what pulled us through and we were able to survive.

The realizations and feelings are real and they look you right in the face at times taking away the very breath you are trying so hard to breath. The fact that you were very creative and did what you had to do to survive was wonderful but now you are stronger and ready to accept those things back from the others.

For us this time has been some of the hardest stuff we have done. Walking back and taking back those things is hard work and we understand where you are right now. The road seems to somehow get really narrow at times and feels endless and like there is no one else that would dare to walk this path. For sometimes it feels as though if we take one wrong move we will fall endlessly down somewhere but that place is unknown.

Please know that you are worthy and a wonderful creative person who we love and count a blessing to be our friend. Someone who is doing all she can to walk this path to healing and accepting each day that which is not easy to accept. We walk this path with you reaching out our hand of friendship to you to take as you can and will....................................
..........................................................................................It is always there.

We are so sorry this is so hard for you and we hear the pain and heartache you are going through. We know what it is like to walk here and we also know that there is a way out if we keep reaching and taking care of us. Take time for you and remember to breath. The memories cannot hurt you for you already survived the trauma.

It was not right what happened to you and we are so sorry. The strength that we see in you gives us hope and strength to walk on in our healing. Thank you for that. Hunny, know that we care and are here for you. Keep posting and letting us know how you are doing. If we can do anything we will. We are here.

I hope this make some sort of sense and that you know you are not alone. Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps