Thanks so much lynn P. and Fresia. I will remember to take those deep breaths.

I am so glad the sun is out today. I got to the hardware store and had some wood cut to help brace the air-conditioner. The day before yesterday I even installed it almost all by myself. I didn't ever give myself credit for doing that. I can work to get things done around the house - but since I'm not working right now I feel like it's never enough. I guess that's the part I wish I felt more capable in... deep breath. I know I'll get there. Thanks again.