((((Belle)))))
just hang in there....trust me....things will get better....sometimes, it's really hard to accept the reality....
I used to be all messed up over Aaron.....but now I'm okay....I don't see him and I'm fine....yes...I think about him time to time....and that's because I'm alone.....at least you have a guy right now to tell you "I Love u"....that's cool....
when you can't be with the one that you love, then love the one that you are with....
Mark is with another woman, he left you for her, what else you are expecting from that guy??? you even give him more time of your life.....instead of punishing him.....it's really confusing situation you made for yourself.....
It's better to be sad rather than losing your dignity over a guy!
sit down and pray....calm yourself down....and never trust him again....IMO
(sorry girl for being harsh....but you need to wake up)
with love

Marjan