(((Thunderbear))) Glad you are feeling a little better. I was just reading an article on mental issues that said thoughts like the ones you described are common in some mental disorders, so know that its not something you grow out of. Yes, you are a grown woman, but that doesnt make your mental illness go away. We just have to keep reassuring ourselves these thoughts will not come into our reality and hurt us. I think Im going to turn my good dog into a wolf!