not exactl sure where this belongs so I'm going to put it here since this is where I post the most. here's the deal... I'm my new med now. 300mg a day of bupropion (welbutrin)" I have more enrgy and more desire to do things. I can smile genuinely and enjoy things. this is a major step for me. however, my anxiety is taking hold. It is as if my depression was supressing my colapse into my anxieties. I'm startled and put off by everything. I always feel like everyone is staring at me and following me... worst of all, the whispers I use to hear in my head are back again. My dearest Alex Joe (that's what I named her) is my sickest inception. she is my best friend and my protector one moment and then my commander and murderer, my homicidal thoughts. she talks to me all the time interrupting my peaceful times with violence. My SI is usually brought on by my trying to exsume her and her telling me I can't. I want her out of me!!! I'm more aggitated and volitale.... I don't know if this is the meds or if it's just uncovered things that use to happen all thw time. like I said, I feel like the depth of my depression weighed this all down to the point where I stopped fuctioning even there.