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Originally Posted by Bill3
Is there something about your situation that makes you feel unusually hopeful about the new T?
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I've seen 10 T's in the last 3 years. I keep getting shuffled around because everyone seems to think they're not qualified enough or my problems would be better handled by someone else. I'm sick of switching T's. I want very much to find one person that I trust, that can help me long term. DID is a rather cumulative disorder, and you can't get much higher up on the T-scale than a DID therapist. I'm really really hoping that the next T will be one I can stay with for a while...
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Or that means that you have an unusually strong need for support from a T right now?
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This could easily be true. I'm stressed to the max, got a lot of big changes coming up (graduation, moving to a new town, starting a new job, starting college) and I could definitely use the support...
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What is the meaning or significance of your old school to you?
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My old school is where I grew up. I lived in that town from age 1-16, went to school there from K-10. The town I live in now means very little to me; I don't have many friends here simply because I already
have friends back home; I don't want or need anyone to replace them.
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In addition to what you said above, what do you think that the dream could mean?
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I agree with what has been said already. That I need someone to trust, and that I'm subconsciously afraid that I'll trust someone only to discover that they're angry, hurtful, and unsafe.