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Originally Posted by watchthestarsfall
Even in my darkest depression times I feel like a faker because I'll go from thinking about suicide to being like "hmm, I need new nail polish" or like "hmm, that skirt would look great with those shoes."
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Is it wrong that I'm a bit jealous that you're capable of switching like that?
When I'm at my deepest darkest... I don't care at all what I look like.
There's really a cycle you can follow when it comes to me...
If I stop wearing something I'm obsessed with (such as ties), something bad is going on.
If I stop putting on all of my makeup except foundation, it's gotten much worse.
... and if I stop putting foundation on...
I've never been that bad... I'm very paranoid about at least having foundation.