I feel absolutely WORTHLESS again today. I just can't focus on work. I let my kids down, I let myself down. I have no motivation even though I have plenty of incentive. I guess I was triggered by what went on in here last night more than I realized. How can one person who's 100% totally insigificant in my life cause these feelings? I'm angry and depressed and frustrated. I'm not lazy, but that's how I feel I'm perceived. I complain to my daughter about her school work habits, and I have almost the same problems with my own work habits. Talk about the pot calling the kettle black.