hello,

I was browsing through the web and came across this forum, I read your post and decide to join, I guess I wanted to let you know that I Have been diagnosed with OCD ..I can further share some of my own personal experience with the disorder.
From reading the post it sounds like there are some symtoms of OCD, the best thing to do is to go and get professional treatment. If you can't afford it, it is usefull to try and get diagnosed so that maybe insurance can cover it....or there are materials out there that expelain very well what OCD is all about. and how to cope with it
to the point where ocd will not rule your life.
The Key is do something about it. dont be ashamed..
I was.....and I thought it was my wierd personality or something
now I am way way way better and I still suffer periods where it tries to still grip me ...but I keep trying.......
and the techniques I have learned have very much made me happier!!!

Progress is a bumpy road