((((((((((((((( wi ))))))))))))))))))

That sounds similar to the state I was in earlier this year. I think of it a bit like being paralysed. It's like you can't do anything and you don't want to do anything, and the times you do want to do something you can't do it anyway. It's a tough time to get through. I don't know what advice to offer since I never found a cure for it, but I do understand what a bad time it is to get through.