hi sannah the mother paraiding me around like she does is a joke i sure dont feel like a wonderfull daughter.I'm not.i dont want to be. and i dont want others to think i want to be thare including the mother.but i just smile at these people and politely say hello.it is so fake all of it.im also real shy and hate talking to people and i feel the mother is forcing me to talk to these people when i dont want to.they are not my friends.
on a better note today i got up and was in a pritty ok mood.i even enjoyed being in florida a little.i was even trying to think of the good things in life.it is really great weather.today im getting to watch the shuttle go off.my mother is making great progress.even if she is complaining about it her PT tells me she is at 95 %mobility and i am able to be here instead of work and get payed vacation,things arnt so bad today so as long as i keep my mouth shut and dont rock the boat i think all will be ok i have only 13 more days untill i come home.that will be so awsome.ill be so happy to see my husband who was annoying me before i left.i love him.i call him every day and he is so patient with my ranting i realize i must be the most luckiest person in the world