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sometimes I have to consciously remind myself when feel lonely at night wishing for a significant other that (technically speaking) I'm an adult and that it's ok to want adult relationships. When I first told myself this it was almost mind blowing because for a long time I've been feeling like a kid... not even a teenager but a kid.
and yeah it really is the little things I think. I went to Walmart... maybe two days ago? And felt bombarded with past memories, because it hasn't changed at all in 10 years. Not bad ones, they were like little mundane ones but it was unlike anything else I've experienced. It could have been 2010, or I time traveled to 2001, I think either way in my head it's make sense. Since then I've had mood swings and feeling depressed.
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