Good for you Deil! I know you and I haven't connected a whole lot on here but I read posts often and often lear from what you have said in them. You're awesome for taking on real life head-on.... it's scary for you, I know, but realize that the internet and this site will always be here if you need a nudge forward again. Honestly, I hope I don't see you on here anymore b/c that would mean you're doing fantastic!!! I'll be thinking of you and sending positive thoughts your way.