Awww Deli, you make Velcro sad. I agree with most of what you say, and I have pulled away from even reading PC when it gets intense in therapy, because everyone else's story either colludes with mine and makes me feel better, or doesn't...and makes me feel worse. It seems I respond the best in PC is when I am in a better place, in my life, but also with trusting my T. It is the lengthiest trusting process I've definitely ever been through, and I think I'm only starting to allow little fissure cracks in my wall. So, I get it.

And you KNOW that I am here for you with ALL of your stuff. Big, small...ALL OF IT. If you don't post in PC, please PM me. They make my day brighter.

I am SO proud of you that you were able to recognize that maybe stepping away is a good thing for you, for you to rely on pdoc and austinT more. That is HUGE. A great step moving forward in your life.