Am having trouble integrating. Down to a group of 3 that may as well be one, cuz they have always been together. i am not sure i want them to integrate, cuz i seem to need em. yet they are not healthy and continue to do self harm.

have integrated em 2x but it doesn't seem to *stick*. this is frustrating for me. have been in therapy for a long time and would like to be finished with it.