I just don't understand why he did this to me again...

I didn't just read into his messages what I wanted to see/hear.. what he was saying with things like "I didn't know you would have me back. You always said we could only be friends" can't be miss understood.

I'm back where I was 6 months ago... it was over I had accepted it and moved forward.. now I am in so much pain again I just don't know which way to turn.

Did I deserve this.. did I do something terrible that makes me vulenerable to always wanting him. It felt and still feels like unfinished business. I hate what he has done to me AGAIN. I am just a fool to have let him do it over and over.