((((((((((((lily))))))))))))))

I'm sorry you had such a sad day.

I know it probably doesn't help to hear it right NOW...but working through that REALLY painful attachment stuff with T has been a huge, HUGE part of my healing. I don't know why, but it seems like that is the thing that makes the hole inside feel smaller. It doesn't make any sense...but it seems like feeling all of that pain somehow heals instead of hurts in the end.

When I went down to 1x/week, I felt "replaced" by any client going 2x/week (I don't even know if there ARE any). I felt like I wasn't as "special" anymore and they were taking my spot - not only in therapy, but in T's heart. Those feelings really did pass - after I talked about them, and felt them, and cried and cried.

SO many to you.