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Originally Posted by Changeling412
I am spiraling very quickly into depression. I feel like utter crap, I can't motivate myself to do anything. Crying off an on for a little while now and can't seem to stop. Very negative thoughts. feeling hopeless. Worrying about what's going to happen to me and my daughter now that i'm unemployed. can't really talk to family about it cause i haven't told them that I lost my job. don't know what to do.
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When is your appointment with pdoc and therapist? They will be able to help you figure out if the depression is situational or chemical. It could be that your meds are still working, but you are depressed because of losing your job. It's hard to tell the difference. I have days where I am depressed and start thinking my meds aren't working anymore and then realize that it was actually caused by a life situation and after I work through it, the depression lifts on its own with no med adjustment. Hope that made sense, I'm still waking up. Take care!!!
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