Hi Deli,
At first while reading your post, i felt my heart sink and felt sad because i didn't want you to leave. But it sounds like you know what you need to do right now to keep growing, and that's the most important thing. . .for you to be growing and learning to be happy and healthy in your 3D life. I've really enjoyed reading your posts and keeping up on how things are going for you. I'm sorry that you felt rather alone when you posted about something important here at PC and nobody else seemed to relate. It doesn't make you odd or strange, just unique!

I hope you'll come back from time to time to let us know how you are doing.