(((Fadedspirit)))
I have the same experiences sometimes as Anderson. When some of my alters are out, I don't have any memory of that time. It is getting better though as our communication inside gets better. Perhaps your alters need some time to recoup so they can tell you what happened. Sometimes my alters write in our "round table" journal to let me know what happened when they were out because they now know I don't have co-consciousness with them. Please take care of yourself and please do what you need to do to feel more at peace and safe. We are all sending you gentle hugs when appropriate.
Cris