I left this site for about a week. I'm missing my friends here that care. I feeling very alone. I know I left for a little bit but now I am back. I just don't want to be abandon. I've felt that off and on as many of you here know what I am talking about and have experienced it yourself.

I hope the friends that I still do have will accept me even though I am feeling so low about myself and feeling very hurt and sad. So many things going on at once in my life.

I guess I am just looking to know that someone actually does care about me. I've had such a jolt to my self esteem that I am not sure where I belong.

Take care all.