It's not *quite* so bad when the kids are around. It's just so damn quiet during the day that sometimes I get really depressed because I'm all alone.

My shoulders were really achy today, and I got feeling sad because I don't even have anyone to give me a backrub unless I pay a masseuse.

I'm frustrated with my job too. For some reason they keep giving me the medical oncologists who are impossible to understand, and I really don't need to listen to them talk about people dying all day long. I want to get my quota in for the day so I can relax with the kids, and I'm just not up to it.