best to you Deli
I believe that we each have our own very different and sometimes similar experiences. We come from different backgrounds, families, cultures and such-- I don't think that makes anyone a "freak" if no one can relate, dear deli.
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i felt like a freak that no one really related at all.
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I doubt that many were faced at 8 years, with a gun to their back, being asked by the gunman what I thought it would be like to die..... but that doesn't make one a freak because others don't know that feeling of pondering ones life's end at age 8(I've yet to find someone that could relate, from that age)..... as well as others might not relate to your child's mind being confused over the abuse and attachments that you had...... that certainly doesn't ever make you a freak Deli.
*sigh*.... don't think that came out the way I wanted it to.... ugh.... I hope you understand what I'm trying to say(some days I'm so not good at expressing.. ugh)-- that you have an inner child that's pained/injured and that will never mean you're a freak.
Please know - You are special and possess a loving soul.
Take care and please come around when you feel able to!
fins