From the 6th until last Saturday I have really felt good, I mean good like I haven’t felt in years. Sunday I started to wonder is it over, then yesterday when I saw my therapist I left feeling pretty good again but that seemed to wear off by the time I went to bed.
I don’t want to go back to feeling so bad all the time, this isn’t the crash I expected I guess a slow slide back down into depression is better than a crash landing but it still sucks.
I hope this isn’t the end but I think it might be the beginning of it.
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“If we could change ourselves, the tendencies in the world would also change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change towards him. ... We need not wait to see what others do.” Gandhi
Last edited by Mike_J; May 18, 2010 at 08:03 PM.
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