Thanks Byz... nice to be reminded of a good day. Monday hit and the reality of my fianancial crisis slapped me in the face and the last two days have been really hard. I wrapped up the report from the meeting and made some calls to clients hoping someone would have some work for me. No luck. Searched for jobs. Nothing. The strain is exhausting. I have no idea how to get myself out of this fix. I end up needing to lay down before I fall down. I escape here posting and reading but the minute I stop I am overwhelmed with my own reality again.

Been raining here all day. Garden will be happy. Sun trying to break through now so will go escape into it for a while. What else can I do. Just wonder how long bfore they coe for my house. Life was not suppose to go this way for me. I am so ashamed and so scared.