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He replied;
Bel, Im not really even angry with you (a little bit hurt you did it) but I understand why you did what you did, you were hurt, i didn’t sleep last night because i spent the whole night worrying about you.
I never meant for this to happen, as i always said i had no end in mind when i sent that message, it was just how i felt at the time.
I also see that realistically right now i don’t think you are ready for us to be friends, i just want to say for the record that i do want your friendship and when you are ready i will still be here.
Mark
I replied with:
I was fine with being friends but you open the door to hope again.
I can’t have you in my life at the moment. I understand that. I don’t think that I will ever be able to just be friends again. There is too much tied up in my mind between us.
I need you to understand that I wanted so much for you to love me again – probably because I still don’t understand why you stopped.
Is it a possibility?
Bel
And he replied with;
I’m sorry but I don’t think it is a possibility, Im not going to give you hope again and then take it away again, i never meant to do that the first time, i wont make the same mistake again
I guess I have my answer.
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How I describe myself: Honest, caring, trustworthy, reliable and generous.
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