i seemed to have slipped through the"system" till now at age 50 with bipolar-there is evidence i was one since my teens. i dont even know were to begin with questions-it feels too early like i just woke up from some kind of dream (not that i sleep much} i have a wife and one daughter. I value loyalty above most everything. If any of you real bipolars remember the strange firsts realizations of this when you accepted it as a fact, please,please let me know how you started to let go of the anger. respectfully, ran