((((((((((belle)))))))))))

i'm so sorry, belle. your heart must be breaking. it's time to let go of the hope though and face the truth. he's moved on. he's engaged to someone else. if he wanted to be with you he would be. actions speak louder than words and he's chosen to be with her. please stop fighting this and accept your loss. you will recover from this but the only way out is through. it would probably be a good idea to call your therapist and schedule an appointment as soon as you can. saying you want him to be blunt is just avoiding this pain. he may never be blunt with you. just remember that actions are the true test and his actions are clear.