No mellors, in my asking for clarification I was NOT given ANY answer... not rebel at an answer I didn't agree with! Please quite assuming.

In backing off do you mean flip some magical switch and quit caring?

Your adding more hurt to me does not take away the hurt I was already feeling. I don't understand your "support" of non truth/

If this is the only kind of support I continue to receive here... please lock the thread. I knew I wasn't allowed to hurt. And just plain assinine to try and let anyone know I was hurting. Yeah, kick em while they're down.. that'll help! I thought DocJohn was clear about SUPPORTIVE POSTS only.

Thanks again Fuzzybear, Kimmydawn, Jax, BD, Rapunzel, Fighter, curley, wisewoman, time0, nothemama, l&d I used up everyone of your hugs and good wishes!