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Still unsure how I’m doing, maybe it’s the newness of feeling good has worn off, or maybe this is the beginning of a backwards slide, or quite possibly the impending visit of my mother is what is making me so uncertain about things (she is coming on Friday and then leaving on Sunday). All I know for sure that awesome feeling I had a week ago is gone, I miss it, don’t want to go back to where I was before, but I’m not there at this moment, not yet at least. I’m not sure I know what I’m trying to say, but at least I haven’t crashed, at least not yet, and maybe I never will, who knows.
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“If we could change ourselves, the tendencies in the world would also change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change towards him. ... We need not wait to see what others do.” Gandhi
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