I'm reviving this article back from the dead! Lol. :P

I just left this article alone for some reason...partly, I think, because I just can't do this! I just can't seem to be nice to myself and say "Hey, I'm a good person.." anymore. I was for a little while, but I'm crashing like the stock market currently..again. -_-

My self-esteem's been ok (which actually made me stay away from pc. I was enjoying life a bit in the real world actually..), but has been going down again.

I'm being a pushover again, I can't stop, and I actually thought about SI again yesterday (or two days ago, I forgot..). I was even shocked to notice that I was checking my clock over and over again. This happened before and it's happening again! That got me going crazy yesterday.

Goodness PC-ers, I'm just not understanding myself. I----I..just don't understand.

(I'm so grateful that you all gave me such wonderful advice though!!!! Just looking at it lifted my spirits a tad! You all are wonderful!! (((((((((((hugs!))))))))))) )