I can see that you really listen to our suggestions. Thank you DocJohn!
Now, a question for you. I know I have to see a psychologist about what may be an ADD problem with me, but how can I stop forgetting to go? I keep procrastinating because it is a 30 minute ride and the I fear to fall on another guy who would say "Don't you think it is your fault?".
When I was in high school, I was sent to a school psychologist because I was depressive. This nice fellow gave me a brick of paper and said: "Read this, do the exercices and come back afterward." He never saw me again. Nevermind, I want to go anyway.
Will a psychologist really help me? Or should I go see a psychiatrist? Should I go to a children's hospital, where they have experience with children ADD but maybe not with adult patients?
Also, if anyone lives actually with ADD, please let me know. I would like to hear about it.

Grenouille