(((((((((Vicki)))))))))

i'm late again. but i am here now and Vicki, i really hope you won't run away.

i know how scary things can get and i know that those memories hurt you and that you don't want them to hurt anyone else. i know. that's just more proof that you are a good and kind person.

please talk to your T about this, maybe something can be worked out. you are a very important member of your system. you help deedee when she is sad and upset, you help w_i when she can't function because of pain. and you help a lot of us here especially as we watch you grow and manage your pain and anger. we are supporting you 100%.

the memories you are carrying are not easy ones and running away won't make them go away, unfortunately. stay and work through them...that's the only way to put them in the past where they belong. not very fair, huh?

i'm right here if you ever need to talk, Vicki. i will help any way that i can, ok?


shadow