AS hard as it is, it takes time. time for the meds to start affecting you (about a month) and time to start healing. I hope you're also seeing a therapist for the emotional and mental support you need to get through this difficult time. Keep the faith up and your hope up- even thought it is hard. I reccomend distractions, fun activities, funny shows, websites, movies, etc. Much support and positive thoughts for you! =)