((((shoez))))

As a teenager, you don't have to make all these important decisions for your life and stick with them forever. At your age, you are allowed to change your mind. Many people have 2nd or even 3rd careers and change how they express their spirituality during their life.

Having said that, have you ever been tested to see if you have ADD? Some of the things that you are describing sound similar to the symptoms that my 2 college students who have ADHD exhibit. It might be something worth checking out. I hope you find some help and support and begin to feel better soon.

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