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Originally Posted by slowinmi
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As a teenager, you don't have to make all these important decisions for your life and stick with them forever. At your age, you are allowed to change your mind. Many people have 2nd or even 3rd careers and change how they express their spirituality during their life.
Having said that, have you ever been tested to see if you have ADD? Some of the things that you are describing sound similar to the symptoms that my 2 college students who have ADHD exhibit. It might be something worth checking out. I hope you find some help and support and begin to feel better soon.
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The problem is that, its not just changing my mind. Its more than that, when I change my mind about something I can still aknowledge that I did get satisfaction from what I pursued.
This is different, I will like something and it will seem like the most important thing to me, I will change nearly everything about my lifestyle and I will be 100% convinced this is my way of life and I even include other people in this.
Then all of a sudden, literally from one day to the next I will be compeltely repulsed by my idea. Just unable to comprehend the reasononing as to why I wanted it in the first place, and where I even got the idea from. I cant understand my decision, until I go back to the state I was in when I made it...and its like I have no control whether I will change again, its like I cant trust myself with decision making because I can one day be in a completely different state of mind... Its much more frustrating than simple mind change. I wish I could explain it clearer, I am so sorry.
As for ADD, I was diagnosed with ADD as a child..along with depression when I was 11 years old.