Hello I'm new to this site... Sometimes I start crying for no reason sometimes I cut myself just to make sure I'm still here still alive. I hear things that others don't voices.
I think of a lot more ****ed up things as I go to sleep.
I've had three sicide attempts and been placed in a phsyciatric ward twice. I don't go to school I lost interestand got kicked out. I havnt lived at home in a year and a half docs helped me escape....
My boyfriend who I'm curently living with doesn't know about my thoughts but the way
I act he says I need some serious help he says seeing a psychiatrist is for people with a dent in
there head and apparantly I got a hole. That made me laugh even as I cried.
I'm not very good at talking and I want to know whether I just need to get coucelling again or
if I need somthing more to help me... Am I just deppressed? Wat the **** is wrong with me?
I feel like I'm goig crazy!?!? Can anyone help me now?