The first time i had sex I kind of knew it was coming a few days before. I was in a relationship, and I knew we were ready for the next step, I knew he'd look after me, and i knew I wouldn't feel dirty or used.
I chatted to another, older female friend about it, and managed to discuss any emotions I had around this.
As prepared as I was, the emotions that stay behind are intense. I'm not saying good or bad - just plain intense.
The reality of the situation kind of hits home.
At the same time, to have waited until you were 27 is quite a feat, and I definitely wouldn't feel guilty. We are all human and at some stage begin having urges and needs. I commend you for being so patient and waiting until you were in a relationship you felt comfortable in.
If you feel you want to go to counselling, can you not just set up an appointment on your own? You may need to sit with someone and interpret these strong emotions. It's a type of connection that cannot be experienced in any way other than during intercourse.
Especially women seem to not be able to switch these emotions off as easily.