good that you feel better Belle....

I don't want to plant any false seed of hope in your heart, but I just tell you a story of my friend.....

She dated this guy for months...actually, I introduced them together then she found out the guy doesn't give him that much attention....she just broke up earlier than him breaking up!!! she said he wasn't calling anymore and she didn't want him to be the one to dump her....but she was hurt....she starts online dating...but she was always wishing to have him in her life....I felt bad, when I was seeing how much she wants him.....guess what? two years passed....and here it is....he called and asked her out again....Now It's been more than two years they are together....I'm so happy for her....I think being patient paid off for her....

I wish you all happiness.....take care of yourself
Marjan