Oh, I didn't explain this well enough, I have no transportation in a rural area. He won't take me to an appointment. I have one on Monday, but I could have seen somebody today and he said he was too busy moving his old cars, he planned on doing that today and didn't want his plans interrupted. In the meantime I had to call crisis line again.

And I wasn't really in a relationship with the guy, it wasn't rape, but it was a hook-up that happened because I was already manic and depressed over getting fired a week ago. Guy is no long around.